"Dumb-Ass"

This is what I must call myself when I create a trap for myself, fitting in perfect jolts to give it a shabby look.
If I am doing this, fully aware, I should be ready for the consequences as well. And if I cannot be ready for the volcanic eruptions that I cause, I am meant to be melted in that, without a trace of me left behind.
It is me vs. Me. A 23 year old person talking sense is quite common but talking bullshit is waste of energy. A complete and utter waste of youth.
When Me is to be doing the right thing, it should step up and do it rather than reducing to a me who just dwells upon it and figures out how its to be done. The more a thing is thought, the less the chances of it being done. If you are used to thinking, then why not think for someone who doesn't have time to think about ways and means of earning his next day's meal? Or think good about someone, who might need your blessings.
Self-brooding is a CRIME. It is suicidal and only a looser's paradise.
How do you forget that your today is a ticking bomb, it may burst before it is tomorrow or may continue till another day. 

"I say enough, either you decide to keep Me with you or get lost with the me in a quagmire with no means to return" said Me.
To which my reply is,"I have heard about acts of strength being displayed by the mighty warriors who would smile in the face of any ugly enemy and fight it off. The same guys would also make merry during celebrations quite remembering the face of their enemy. Why do they do so? To remind themselves of the fact that their mightiness is not in the hands of this ugly creature but in the knowledge of accepting the existence of such a creature and preparing to fight him. It tells them the task is not yet over, every time a battle is won. In fact, the war is ongoing and will come to an end as they end. Which means a warrior of light is a warrior forever, fighting against odds, making them even and rejoicing over such instances but with a foresight"


I salute the guy who called me a dumb-ass as it made me do a reality-check as to whether I am really doing what I say or whether I am just wearing a mask to save my ass. And yeah a masked ass is a dumb-ass.