And I know it

I finally had my moment of discovering that this was it... My heart made the first move, followed by the brain trying hard not to commit such a blunder. But guess what some blunders are sweet and are meant to be committed. 

It is when you look at clarity, happiness and all things beautiful. A jerk comes along and makes things right for you. 


You fight him, but fail. 
You love him and conquer.


What I faced most was the factor of fear, which I was battling all my life. To live Tagore's words, "Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high; into that heaven of truth my lord, let my country awake"
This was the poem that I had first read in class 6th and prepared to speak out with grit and confidence in front of an audience. Speaking is one thing but doing another. 
It has been awhile that my tryst with fear has taken a toll on me (most of the times unknowingly). But it had to end. 
And as I write, I am fear free! Period.
Nay, not that easy! A conscious effort is surely required, but the ball has been set rolling.
I feel good and more. 


Hi-5 Jerk ;)